Friday, August 25, 2006

Some random tots...becos fel is bored!

so exams are over. how time flies.
feels like yest when i was crying cos jac wasnt in the same class wif me
n i felt everyone was leaving me.
den came the hk trip. den came the projs. den came the outings. den came the exams.
n now... the holis.
i've learnt quite a no. of stuff these few wks. thanks to this bunch of monkeys from TB55!
erm.. first is ice skate den pool.. now aiming roller blade and cycling.
i used to have this dream of my prince charming teachin mi to cycle de.
tt's y i din learn till now.
i tot he was the one. he jus started teaching me n den he was gone.

thinking back the past week... i realise the importance of exams.
They create a purpose in my life. and now tt they are gone.. im so aimless.
staying up doing nth.
thinking thinking n thinking... abt the impossible.
but luckily everytime i need to wake up, i can jus go friendster n look at tt pic.
n im awake.. sort of..
blah. how m i suppose to go chalet like this huh? when thinking abt it makes mi bla bla bla liao...
jus thinking only lei.. the hardwork put in will b all gone. resolution will dissolve and the hurt will be back.
i miss the connection so much.. how can one connect so deeply n jus leave?
dun get it at all. i noe there is no point thinking.. but if only memories are random too. i can chose wat to remb n wat to forget. ..


okies.. so on a happier note. im gg shopping tml. heels-hunting. clothes hunting. i wanna perm my hair again. dye a new color. create a new look. ok.. the same look la.. but nicer lo.. but.. NO MONEY!! haha...

actually i feel hor... having a hobby is a good thing lei... u see ah lin hor.. singing she very happy. kian on the court very happy. mel have activities she very happy(she likes MANY things). Isky haf pool he very happy. damn nice rite. i mus have a hobby too. sumthing tt i wanna live for. sumthing tt im most happy while doing it. haha...

i can visualise this la... ah lin singing sau ming clap hand for her. haha... kian wanna spike. his gf set the ball to him. isky play pool... his gf sit n see. damn sweet la.. i mus have my own hobby too! den i make my bf play wif mi. wahaha. wat if i chose to play barbie doll? den he play Ken hor? haha...

Tb55: Many many of u are leaving us. but ur spirits will still be wif us. the proudest moment we had sld b the CEM 2nd position rite? i mean we did all of it within 2wks or so? while TB51 started months ahead. n we lost them by a mere 3 marks. the whole TRM! we were 2nd! hehes... well... den there was the many study sessions wif isky, aza,kian,lz,yan.... n the pak tuo study session wif kain. haha.. WE ARE FRIENDS! so.. there were one or two ppl who gets on my nerves too but.. nonetheless... thanks alot for everything! Im looking forward to the many many activities plan for the holis!! wahahah~~



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